Every once in a while the fact that you’re actually gone hits me…There are days where I just lay awake just thinking and staring at the sky, I start to remember all the memories and all the times that you were there for me, you believed in me when no one else did and because of you I’m where I am today, I’m who I am today because you taught me so much. You told me to keep my head up and to keep trying, you told me one day I would make it with my writing, even when I felt like giving up at times. You fought for your life, at times I wish I would be the one suffering instead because it hurt so much to see you in pain. I prayed day and night hoping you would make it, but the day you passed hurt me so much because you made such an impact on my life. When you left you took a huge part of me away, a friend, a brother figure. But I’m going to make it one day for you, I promise I won’t let you down. I miss you..
